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Sunday, October 25, 2009

.coming fast.

.27 days and counting.

.i am not only counting down days until my wedding, to be sealed to andrew and to "run away" for a week to hawaii.

.i am also counting down the days until my WHOLE family is together again. I am always to happy to have all my sisters together, to be able to spend time with my nieces and just create memories. i am so anxious.

.once my honeymoon is over, i have to send andrew off for another 3 weeks while he finished his semester of school. this is going to be SO ridiculously sad, however, i will again be counting down the days for my SEE-STER (as mia says) to come home too. I have realized how much i would have HATED being an only child. of course the luxuries of being spoiled and having the attention of your parents all the time might be nice, i am so bored and lonely without bree.


.i think we have both taken for granted what we had together as sisters. we had a true bond and love that could compare with no other sister. being close in age has been great. even at the times when she rubs in my face that she is 18 and i am 20 and engaged and we still have the same curfew. i sure miss my sister alot and cannot wait for her to come home.

.its crazy to think i am going to be a "married woman," a "westensee"... but i have realized just how blessed i am to have someone in my life who knows me better than i probably know myself sometimes. he can tell if i have a bad mood just by looking at me. he really can make me smile at times i REALLY dont want to. sometimes i just want to kick his butt... but he probably wants to do the same with me ALOT more. i am so thrilled to know i will have a husband who will care for me, comfort me, support me, and love me for my entire life.