.bit of a funk.

.im not sure why.

 

.but i am in a bit of a funk.

 

.i feel very lonely lately...and its getting to me.

 

.i dont know if its because this week 2 of my good friends are out of town and others have moved away.

 

.or if its the reality that we are moving soon...VERY SOON...far far away.

 

.or that i feel very "the same" and want a change of me...like my hair...and just when i decide i am going to go short, andrew informs me that he likes it long...SERIOUSLY?

 

.or maybe because andrew is working on hw or work all the time it seems, but will bend over backwards for others...im not complaining....its a good trait he has...just hard on me.

 

.i say i'm in a "funk" because i just cant seem to put my finger on it...and so i just cant come out and say what exactly is bothering me...maybe all of the above?.

 

,maybe i just need a girls night, a date night and to go out and cut my hair? maybe that will solve everything....

 

....but wait...im still moving....dang!

 

.well as i sit and try to figure out my funk, i look at pictures and realize i am OKAY and i am BLESSED and that life could be ALOT worse...hopefully i wake up out of this funk ...on a positive note, i have a basketball game tomorrow night and that seems to help just a little bit.

 

 .she is SUCH a daddy's girl..found these two sleeping on saturday.

 .and parker was with his mommy in the other room like this.

 .hair bow my sister made...i sent this PROVING i do use stuff she sends up...matched her outfit perfectly.

 .she HAD to wear her underwear...all 3 pairs...i dont complain because she has gone poo on the toilet for almost 3 weeks now....and she TELLS ME when she needs to go...i dont need to ask.

.these two make my life complete...."bruda and seester" watching elmos world together.

.short vs long.

.i have been needing a hair change for a really long time.

.and has much as i LOVE highlighting my hair, it doesnt last long enough and we dont have the moola for it right now.

.however a hair cut may just do the thing..and that we can afford.

.so do i just cut off the nasty stuff off the bottom..

.or do i go short?.

.not too short, but short for me.

.i dont know what to do...i LOVE my hair shorter cause its easy to do, doesnt take forever to dry/style, it looks healthy, i can still put it in a ponytail, i can still curl it....but EVERY TIME i cut it...i regret it cause my hair takes soooo long to grow out...but than again we are moving to texas.

.see. i go back and forth. 

.so here is some pictures of my hair short, medium and longer.

.which do YOU like best. (i will number pictures so you can put your favorite number)

(dont make fun of the pictures...some are back when andrew and i were dating and you would send some STUPID high school picture to your boyfriend...yea, those are in here...lol.)

 .#1-Short but still could curl.

.#2 .medium length hair.

 .#3 short hair.

 .#4 medium hair (braided the night before)

 .#5-short hair.

.#6 short hair.

 .#7-long and curled.

#8-short with hat.

 .#9-short.

 .#10- Medium (braided before).

 .#11-Medium.

 .#12-Long.

 .#13-Long and Curled.

.#14-Medium/Long "ish".

.ahhhhh even looking at pictures i LOVE my hair long...but LOVE it short...what to do what to do?.

.phone pictures update.

.one of these days.

 

.i will have the new iphone.

 

.and it will take better pictures, than what my ghetto phone takes now.

 

.but until than.....

 

.i cant complain that i have a phone that i can still take pictures with.

 

,so here is my pictures brought to you by my handy dandy phone, update!.

 

 .b's awesome hair...when she holds still of course.

 .b was worn out after we went and played with our good friends, Katie and Ellie Leder.

 .she ALWAYS drinks her milk like this every morning from her cereal bowl.

 .parker...young....my sis got this outfit, its says, "most valuable baby".

 .the first time i put b's hair in pigtails...okay, the first time and it looked decent.

 .parker in brooklynn's highchair...how the heck is he growing so fast!.

 .smiles from my parker boy.

 .this jacket...brooklynn is OBSESSED with...every morning she says jacket and points to the closet.

 .parker sleeps every morning for about 2-2.5 hours every morning (after being up an hour or so).

 .sleeping again.

 .this picture makes me laugh...b fell backwards into her toy tote...she LOVES sunglasses too.

 .parker boy and his smiles.

 .he is SOOOOOO close to rolling over....he rolls over alot in the tub and FREAKS me out.

 .this ois when we woke up to our first snow in rexburg...alll bundled.

 .sometimes b WILL NOT eat in her highchair...she wants to be a big girl and eat at the table.

 .b has THE BEST uncles in the world....this picture of her and ev makes my heart melt.

 .parker sleeping...again.

 .parker's smiles.

 .parker boy and his adorable smile.

 .hugs before bedtime.

 .b playing with her brother one morning on his activity mat.

 .b is IN LOVE with these slippers my sister sent up.

 .if i dont get parker out of his carseat right when we get home, b throws a fit and tries by herself.

 .he smiles THIS BIG when he sees his sister.

 .first snow this year for b girl.

 .parker was TIRED after a long snow day.

 .my babies.

 .b girl snuggling with mom one morning.

 .b LOVES dogs...i think we will get her this fake one for christmas.

 .parker the dragon.

 .b the princess.

 .b LOVES putting on shoes now...and surprisingly puts them on the correc foot 80% of the time.

 .b put her toys around parler and tucked him in...he was out.

 .late night snack...this boy sucks his thumb sideways...silly boy.

 .smiling parker...got these p.j.'s for $1....LOVE finding steals.

 .i took this picture YESTERDAY...look how tall p is compared to b...he stands at the futon at ALMOST 4 months.

 .he LOVES sucking on his fists.

.great way to end this blog post...b has been finding herself in timeout a bit more than normal. she KNOWS what time out is, and will go there by herself now if she feels she is suppose to be there...hilarious.