.feeling left out

i am feeling left out. i am feeling left out of being married, getting married, or at least engaged! Megan has been married for a year now. Chelsie got married last weekend. Ami Debored getting married this weekend. Jessie Grange & Katie Maddess next month. Jenny in August.Britny and Brock are engaged... WHO IS NEXT!!i am feeling left out of spending money on my wedding dress, a vail, shoes, etc. i am feeling left out on spending money on his ring. i am feeling left out of spending money on decorations for the receptions. i am feeling left out on deciding what colors i want for my wedding. i am feeling left out on planning the date. i am feeling left out on spending money on bride asserories. i am feeling left out in spending money on cake. i am feeling left out on spending money on flowers. i am feeling left out on spending money on photographer. i am feeling left out on spending money on the honeymoon. i am feeling left out on spending money on transportation to a different state for another reception. i am feeling left out on the money spent on tanning to look good in pictures. i am feeling left out on spending money on makeup. i am feeling left out on the stress.

who am i kidding!??! lol. I am just fine. I dont feel left out at all spending money, stress, decisions, etc. :)

I will enjoy sitting back, attending receptions, earning/saving money, and seeing different ideas that i can steal from other's wedding receptions :)

I will relax and dream of my Hawaii honeymoon